—is 26.
—is 5'7.
—CW: 114lbs.
—GW: 90lbs.
—UGW: 80lbs.
—book nerd, tea enthusiast, thriftaholic.
—disordered for 15 years and counting; looking for grace in self-deconstruction.


This blog is a personal, anonymous space for me to vent and record my daily struggles with being disordered. In no way do I promote the idea of becoming disordered, or dieting in a hazardous manner. I would not wish the long-term effects of disordered eating on anyone. If you are in recovery, or otherwise easily triggered, please take precaution in viewing this blog. I do not and will not post tips to encourage unsafe activities. If you need someone to vent to, understanding or support, my Ask is always open and anonymous.


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Posted on 25 May 2012 with 0 notes
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 Posted on 25 May 2012 with 1 note

Have not been eating at all for days, but it gets far too easy to drink. I’m not sure how I’m still losing weight while drinking, but who am I to complain? Starting work next week. Excited about that. Trying to not think in emotional spaces lately. I miss my nephew. He is the only human being in the world who can make me feel human, without fail, when I am trying to be anything but.

Oh, look, time for some more liqueur.

 Posted on 21 April 2012 with 0 notes
 Posted on 21 April 2012 with 13 notes

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 Posted on 21 April 2012 with 48 notes

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 Posted on 21 April 2012 with 4 notes

Her calves are lovely, but I have to appreciate her lovely, dapper shoes.

 Posted on 19 April 2012 with 270 notes

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I got the job I applied for. Fucking aces. It’s a physical job, so weight loss should proceed into warp speed.

 Posted on 18 April 2012 with 0 notes
 Posted on 17 April 2012 with 3 notes
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